"Lost in Translation"......nummer sechs

Hallo, everyone. How are you?

okay, so i'm sure you all know that i like to write songs and play the piano and stuff.
i'm sure you also know that my creative fuze has been a bit shorted lately.
but thankfully, i was able to write a song.
finally.

the name of the song is "Lost in Translation"
and i think it rocks. because it does.
it's a lot like my other songs-kinda sad sounding and deep.
but lyric-wise, it's not something i would usually write.
even though i only write very, very personal songs.

it's a song about wanting to be with someone,
but you end up broken-hearted because they don't know you exist.
it's quite a sad emotion, but
not in a sense of 'oh, i just wanna cry' but more
like 'oh man, that's just pathetic.'
maybe i am, then. i don't care.
so yes, the song, lyric-wise, was hard to write because it's so damn heartfelt.
and i love it that way.

and i guess you all might be wondering, 'when is she gonna write a happy love song or something?'
well, to answer that, i will take a lyric from Paramore's "The Only Exception":
"and that was the day that i promised, i'd never sing of love, if it does not exist."

unfortunaltely, that's how it is with. i just can't write a song about what i don't feel or haven't felt before.

so i say Tchus! to you all, and leave with a slice of German:

du bist alles was ich bin, und alles was durch meine Adern fließt.
you are everything i am, and everything that runs through my veins.

nice thing to say to the one you can't live without.

Auf Wiedersehen, alle!!!! <3
-Jenna

My life in technicolor......nummer fünf

okay, so who wants to kill me for not making a blog entry in a long time?????

well, i'm so terribly sorry, but i was extremely busy(and lazy), and i didnt have time for that.
i made another webiste and deleted my old one, and the family crap......so yeah.

forgive me?
thanks.

So...now i must tell you exactly what has been taking up all my time.
Let's see....i finished "Servatis a Periculum, Servatis a Maleficum," finally.
it's really sweet, it is.
i might post it here, or on LJ when i get around to making an account so you all can read it.
i got a lot of awesome, great, fantastic reviews, so i'm happy with that.

Also.....let's see.....i started another story called "Intensity in Ten Cities."
it's a THZombie fic, and i felt that THF needed a good one.
i posted it last night, and got some good reviews for it.
one in particular sticks out though; it was über long and very insightful.
now, the person who wrote it is gonna beta this story. i love her honesty, honestly.

I have written a short Georg/Gustav fluff story called "Breathe Again,"
based on a song with the same title by our dear Sara B. (sara bareilles)

I have aslo taken up the habit of making banners for my stories. look!!

For: "Intensity in Ten Cities"

For:"Always pressing(closer)"

For:"Breathe Again"

For:"Berlin Pankow-Waisenhaus"

For: The DIARIES series(coming soon)

So yeah...that's what i've been doing. it's actually quite fun.

i make the banners on this cool site called http://www.picnik.com/......

.....then transfer them to http://www.bannermakers.com/ to get the codes.

after that, i post it to the summary of my stories on THF, and it looks damn good.

Oh, and Bill and Tom Kaulitz are moving to the US. i'm happy, but sad. they shouldn't be
forced to move because of CRAZY STALKER GIRLS!!!!!!!!! but it has happened. the break-
in to their house was the final straw. *cries*

.....and that has been my life in technicolor(not really, but yeah).
i will bid farewell with the German for the day......

Ich habe eine Kartofell in meine Nase.
I have a potato in my nose. meh.

TCHAU, ALLE!!!!
-Jenna

p.s.: Song of the moment: "Bitches" by Mindless Self-Indulgence. (Don't judge. It's actually quite funny.)

Bill and Tom's BIRTHDAY!!!! pt1.....nummer vier

hallo,hallo,hallohallohallo!

in just TWO DAYS, our men BILL AND TOM KAULITZ will be 21 YEARS OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in honoer of this special occasion, I made a video to celebrate!

it's just my gift to them, the least i could do.

so yeah, the link is here, go and watch it.

comment, rate, subscribe-you know how youtube works.

yes, i know, this is extremely short, and i bet you were probably expecting more than this, but it's 8:30 in the morning and i haven't slept all night.

i've been typing at this keyboard way too long, trying to figure out how to use Windows Movie Maker. (i finally got it, btw.)

so i am leaving now. thanks for sticking around and reading, and here's the German for today.

Wir sind legal in der ganzen Welt!
We are legal all over the world!
hehe.

Tshcus!!!! SpaB haben, Bill und Tom!!!
ich liebe beide du!!!!
-Jenna

P.S.: song for the moment: "In Die Nacht," by Tokio Hotel

Zeig mir deine Pflaume!!!!!!!!.......nummer drei

ironically, i have nothing to write about, but i told myself that i would write an entry every day until i got tired of it.

the thing that is consuming most of my time now is my website, to promote my stories on THF. this blog is just something for me to do unitl i get back in Schule.

but just because it's, like, third or fourth on my list of things to do this summer, doesn't mean i won't put 100% into it.

with that being said, i will try to post videos soon, because this blog needs a little sprucing up. i mean, i have a webcam, i'm just really tired and lazy.

put this is my only way to put myself out there, so i have to stop procrasinating and just do it, right??

right.

man, this was short. just a pile of nothing. sad really, when you actually think about it. but yeah, this blog is ova!! thanks for sticking around during such a boring time in my life. you guys are awesome.

to wrap it up, here's your German for today......something that my idols Tokio Hotel teach everyone....

Zeig mir deine Pflaume!!!!
Show me your plum!!!!
(technically saying 'show me your va-jay-jay!!!!')

gotta love them, huh?????

Tschus!!!!!
-Jenna

When Angels Lose Their Wings......nummer zwei

Hallo, alle!!!!

Yesterday was an interesting day for me.
I made some banners for a few of my stories on Tokio Hotel Fiction(THF).
you can check them out, like, right here?

Also, I am now a VALIDATED AUTHOR on THF!!!!
Yay me!!!
time to celebrate!!!!
(dancing to "Hunde")

Okay, enough of that for now.
On to the next topic.

I wrote a song last night called "When Angels Lose Their Wings".
it's one of the saddest songs I have ever written, and I'm a sucker for sad songs.
I used the strings in this song, so it kinda sounds like an orchestra. kinda.

I wrote the song for someone who I admire without compromise, someone who I feel is like a brother to me.
He is not very happy right now, and I wish I could help him, but there's nothing I can do.
Except right a song.
So, that's what I did. And it's just for him.
To me, he's an angel. And when he feels like this, it's like he lost his wings.

His twin is the same way.....
It true what they say about twins. They DO share everything, including feelings I guess.
I wish them the best of luck in their quest to find their soul mates. I even wish it on airplanes.
But yeah, a song for my brother. I wrote one for his twin back in January, it's also very true. I tried to make the songs as accurate as possible to how they feel. Both sons are about looking for that someone and how they are lonely, but it's two different types of lonely. *sigh*

Enough of that, it's bringing me down again. And Bill and Tom wouldn't like that much.

So now, I am done ranting. I will leave you all with the German for today.

Von uns gegangen, aber nichts vergessen.
(gone but not forgotten)

Auf Wiedersehen, alle.
-Jenna

p.s.: song of the moment: "Can always Quit Tomorrow" by Framing Hanley

Servatis a periculum, servatis a maleficum.....nummer eins

well.......
this is blog nummer eins.
this could actually be exciting if I keep it up, which doesn't happen often.
now, all the titles have an important part in these blogs, so let's get to it.

besides learning German, I have decided to take a (small) interest in Latin.
only because a song I really like has a bit of Latin at the end, which happens to be the title....
"servatis a periculum.......servatis a maleficum....."

that means, "protect from danger......protect from evil....."
i like that, it's quite interesting.

now, on another subject.......

one thing that i love to do, next to playing the piano and anything music-wise, is write.
it such a fufilling task, albeit it's quite tiring and oftentimes forced from my fried brain.
currently, I am engulfed in Tokio Hotel fiction, and I know it is most likely just a phase, but it fills these lonely days of mine.
I am writing...let me think...seven stories, and all of them are quite lengthy.
they will all exceed one chapter.
I love it.
the stress that things like this puts me under is so very welcome.
it's only second to the stress and agony that music puts me through, and for good reason.

now, I know that this post is more than boring and completely unneccesary(sp?), but I need to write something.
besides my seven stories.
so as a farewell note, I will say this:
hausch mir deine liebe ein. halt mich aus dem Schatten.

Tschau to you all,
-Jenna


p.s.: song of the moment: "Silver" by Jesu. You'll love it.